I'm not sure this year could get any worse right now.

4 weeks ago I miscarried. I was only 3 weeks along. I don't really want to go into the details, I'm sure you all understand I don't know if anyone still watches me anymore.

On Monday, 13th July it will be one year since my brother was murdered. It has gone too fast. I don't want this day to come.

Sky is growing and becoming more beautiful by the day