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Thu Jul 9, 2009, 4:28 PM

I'm not sure this year could get any worse right now.

4 weeks ago I miscarried. I was only 3 weeks along. I don't really want to go into the details, I'm sure you all understand

I don't know if anyone still watches me anymore.

On Monday, 13th July it will be one year since my brother was murdered. It has gone too fast. I don't want this day to come.

Sky is growing and becoming more beautiful by the day

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~Hanishi Jul 10, 2009, 3:16:26 AM

_{Oh wow... I'm kinda speechless. To begin with, don't worry, I still watch you You'll never get rid of me Aha

I know it's not much consolation but I guess it's better that it happened earlier on? I can't even begin to think about how horrible it would be though |:
I still remember when you posted a journal about your brother as well, it really has gone quickly! But I'm sure he's in peace wherever he is, and his strong memory will always live on - you've got all the good memories to look back on and appreciate what a great time you all had.

"Things can only get better", sometimes things have to get bad before they can get good. I just hope everything starts getting reaaaally good for you soon!

Hope you're okay, love
and I'm sorry I'm not much good at this cheering up malarky :s}

~Sequeena Jul 10, 2009, 7:54:32 AM

Oh yes, I am very thankful that I miscarried early on. I don't know what I would have done had I have to give birth to a still born.

I know, I can't believe the anniversary is on Monday, so much has happened since then.

Thank you hun

You have cheered me up immensely!

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John 1965 - 2008

I love you brother

=X-GloomCookie-X Jul 13, 2009, 1:32:52 AM

After thanking you for the favorite I was about to click off when my eye was caught be this journal.

I know that there is not much one can say to console, but I just wanted to send my condolences.. Though I and others may not have experienced the same situation as you, we have almost all gone through traumatic events similar or on a completely different scale, so don't feel alone.

Use this time to get closer to your loved ones, express your feelings through art or even partake in benefits or awareness programs that benefit people who may have gone through some of these things..

Either way, things will definitely get better, just wait!

Kia Lola

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~Sequeena Jul 15, 2009, 10:04:33 AM

Thank you very much for your kind words

John 1965 - 2008

I love you brother

~Studio-Butterfly Jul 17, 2009, 2:07:54 PM

~Studio-Butterfly Jul 17, 2009, 2:08:41 PM

I'm so sorry to here that

Hope your okay!

~Sequeena Jul 17, 2009, 2:30:14 PM

Hello, haven't seen you in ages x

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John 1965 - 2008

I love you brother

*DeathOfADream Jul 17, 2009, 4:48:10 PM

I'm very sorry to hear about your loss...

That must have been very painful, especially with the anniversary of another loss so close by...

I still watch you...I'm just absolutely terrible at replying to anything, but I felt like you could really use a hug when I saw this journal.

It may not be a real one but it's meant just the same! I really do hope that things can pick up for you in some way in the future, hopefully not too far off.

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